okay then

I think I have finally figured out what I need to do well first thing I need to start doing good in school because I know what I wanna be and yes you can all make fun of me all you want but I wanna be in the SVU and if I'm gonna get into law school I need good grades and with the grades I had last year psh I wont be going anywhere. so yeah but anyway the other night I was just having a bad night I was so confused and shit was just bad but I had a talk with Bart and with saying one thing he helped me realize a couple of other things he said "I need to get myself together" and you know hes right I mean look at me I go to the park every fucking day hang out with the same ppl(not that I dont love them all) and do the same shit and I'm sick of it and besides that I'm going around trying to find someone and I'm done I need to figure out who I am and what I want out of life before I go screwing around with someone claiming that I'm inlove and when I look around thats what a lot of ppl seem to be doing but yea I do believe that you can fall inlove at any age but I dont think that its possible to do it in like a week unless your just really lucky but anyway my whole point out of this is when school starts I'm not fucking around as much and I'm gonna attempt to stop smoking and shit theres one thing I wont stop doing that I should stop which I wont mention in here but most ppl know what I'm talking about...






soo in short words I'm letting go of the past and starting over this is my life and its the only life I have and I'm not wasting it





but to lighten the mood a bit I FUCKING LOVE THE CAT MOOD THING...its hilarious